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Angel
03:29
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Amazing grace, how have you got such a pretty face?
We float around from place to place like two Heavenly Bodies
I wanted to show you that I loved you the most
But clumsy and blue, I just fumbled through
And by your candor, big and bright, framed by a halo yellow
An apple bit I can’t unbite and the voice of the angels say:
“Call unto me my one in times when you strive, if only in sight of your glowing light, I want you to know that I am here. There’s a power we share. I am still here; power we share.”
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Holy Fire
03:45
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Holy fire from the center of the earth, take me under back to where I’ve been
I’ll be underneath its shadow, standing blushing in the face of All
The auburn back, and iron eyes
I left my shame in the same place I go, & I’ve gone
Holy fire from the center of the earth, standing mouth agape with awful care
Saw the fire then engulf the space
Takes me under now I won’t behave no more
& I don’t
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3. |
Sorrow
03:56
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Ask me how did I get this far, and I’ll say “In the back of a car writing pictures of what I want, though those ghosts still continue to haunt me”
And every time I’m feeling numb, I listen to Neil Young; “(We’re) all...pissing in the wind,...there ain’t nothing like a friend..”
If all we are is sorrow, if all we are is dust, then what?
Where do we go from here?
We dream of flowers in the air
But all life breathes with grief, and all they want is money
So we’ll try and we’ll pray just for one more happy day
And the asshole is dead while he’s sleeping in his bed
If all we are is what we’ve done with this small stretch of time
If all we are is what we’ve felt then I guess pain is mine
And I don’t know what else to say about the corners of my mind
But I just want to feel like there’s a point to all these lines
So if we make it through these times, and more sorrow is all we find
I hope I can at least leave something behind
A small word, or a sigh, that’d be fine
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4. |
Where Is My Light?
05:30
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I wanted to be sure of horizons in my window, big and clear
And the sun still making singing in my ear
But I forgot the wall is always there
So now I sit in idle blankness, and a stillness I can’t take
I began to think in figures instead of beauty that we’ve made
& beauty’s gone.
A liar spit in my ear and it turned me into nothingness, worms and fear
The lie became my body, every pore
As puddles form beneath me; acid sore
And where is joy among these pieces that we scream into the space?
Where is my gentle reason, and the light within my cave?
Where have you been?
Where is my light?
Not blue, but green & quiet, in my mind?
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5. |
Awkward
02:32
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All this is awkward
Oh, I guess I’ll go
Oh this is awkward
I think on my way home of all the things I’ve done
How they offend you so
How could I have known?
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6. |
Aldebraran
02:32
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Oh, Heavenly, wonderful and clear
Where have you been?
Aldebaran shines on all of us but we forget we have not the only Sun
Fools made of us all
How can we live as just the one?
Aldebaran
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7. |
WTFK
02:54
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Sick fucking world, and where do I get off (where do we get off?)
Drenched in a planet’s love,
And she’s drowning, and I’m drowning
I, eternal, Shadow Princely
I’m shedding ounces of blood
I appeal to know if I am real
Enbarr in blood, white bread in passing
I floated freely from old failing servants of God
If want is evil, I’m becoming dark
The skin is peeled, fill me up
I wanna taste it
Skin is peeled (and she’s real)
Enter my blood
If want is evil, I am lost in the dark
Skin is peeled, fill me up
I wanna taste it
Wanna taste it, wanna make it stay
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8. |
Holidays Reprise
02:00
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9. |
No
02:59
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I am the Garden and the Fall
With walls enough and all
Like some, have known Divineness, but tasted flesh and its violence
God damned the lamb, so sup on blood and marrow
Like all Goddesses before, I will not be ignored
A blazing sun in the heavens, I bring my quarrels and grievance
But bathe so sweet, so cool and deep
So come what may, the power lay I’ve got
It took my pride, the sleep at night I’ve lost
I fell under the sight of undeserving eyes
I slipped into a spell; I felt my body swell
Oh, set me free, I long to be
So I spake “no”, and I let go
“I am not”
So now I sit as silence spits,
“I am not.”
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Petals
02:54
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I’ll watch your hands
I’m a part of your dance
Sing softly the song you wrote like honey from your throat
Petals fall in front of you, stick in your hair, it’s all I can do
I leave undone and bend to your bow
Your room is so blue
I dream of its hue
Once heard your old song new
My shame, enflamed
Undo
For all I did to banish you,
A mad incline is all I knew to do despite the Sun in its gown of gold
I was already done
I am already done
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Grizzly Bear II
02:02
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I left you in the cold
I killed us with goodbye
I froze inside, we died that night
I was ok, I always am in the end
I don’t know why my spine twists and turns my head
I sleep under regret
I want the flames to end,
A black dog in my path
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Spirits & Sprites
03:27
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I wanted to be sure of the quiet gentle reason that I bear
And the honest waves of wonder, here lay gone
And in their place a sadness big and wide
So as to swallow up my joy, and long may be my life
This anger I can’t tame
And the fire that burns inside; yeah, I’m alive
So close up my eyes, cause I don’t want to see that I still feel the same after all this time
In the bathroom, in the mirror, in the light
Have you ever felt so bad you cannot cry?
I bear the mark, I am sigil to the spirits and the sprites
But I promised not to listen and stay in my life
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